I'm PROUD of me Just sitting back thinking how UNLUCKY I've been in love. It wouldn't be so SAD if I hadn't been so loving, giving, forgiving, open-minded, patient, honest, and loyal. After everything I did for all of the men I've dealt with I barely got so much as a thank you! I don't get any gifts on holidays, treated special on my birthday, not even an offer to do something for and with me after all the wonderful and compassionate things I've done! But you know what??? I've NEVER had a pity party, complained, lost my cool, or brought up any of the many things that I've done for them...Including BE THERE when the rest of the world had turned their back! You know why? Because I am 100% SURE (and I don't care if I have to go to my grave believing this) that God has my Prince Charming perfectly designed for ME!!! And he's not sitting around waiting but having his own experiences as well so when we do finally find each other we'll know for sure why all of the others didn't work out!!!! I don't mind waiting only because i know in my heart IT WILL HAPPEN but it's nights like this where I almost get tired. I'm not ashamed of that, I'm HUMAN! I CAN'T name one human being who WANTS to be alone but I can tell you I WILL GLADLY TAKE THAT RISK BEFORE I DECIDE TO BE WITH SOMEONE AND BE UNHAPPY!!!! In the meantime I'm PRAYERFUL...And not for LOVE but for the strength to wait for it, the courage to accept it, the patience to endure it, and the hard work and Gods blessings to sustain it...