Everytime God closes a door he opens a window.... Today was a rough day for me. I'm learning one of the hardest lessons of my life which is to LEAVE THINGS AND PEOPLE IN THE PAST. Most of the people that are in my life today have been in my life for so long that its very HARD for me to let them go. Especially when I held expectations for them and they weren't fulfilled. I know that sounds crazy because me of all people is well aware that expectations lead to disappoitnments AND I HATE BEING DISAPPOINTED!!!! But I'm coming to realize as I let these people go that makes room for other people (and things) to come into my life. Things and people that are much NEEDED! Today I let go of a "situation" that I was being dragged through for the past 6yrs. (Long story short) We were friends, I made an attempt to become more, he didn't want that, he hurt my feelings, we separated, we reunited, he made an attempt to become more, I wasn't available, in due time I became available, and he became uninterested. Back and forth. Cat and Mouse. After a while I was like a Dog chasing my own tail, it wasn't worth it and neither was he! I LOVE him and we're going to remain friends but today I finally decided to address the elephant in the room. Which for any woman who has ever had any type of feelings for someone can understand is the HARDEST thing to do! No matter how much God shows you the obvious we still want to live in the fantasy. I couldn't any more. EVERYTIME GOD CLOSES A DOOR HE OPENS A WINDOW...I have to start bringing closure to the "situations" I'm hanging on to in my life and he was just step 1. One of the chaotic situations that I was refusing to address. No more of that and so long to him! Life is about constant movement and for me its ONWARD & UPWARD! SEE YOU AT THE TOP!