So when I came up with idea for Operation "Heal 100 Hearts" I was ECSTATIC!!!! I know, recognize and can perfect my strengths so I knew from the thought alone I would be GOOD at this. I immediately went into the planning phase but as always old faithful appeared....Little Miss FEAR with her pretty gold crown. "What about those women who YOU have offended? And Disrespected? And Fought? And Talked about? And Misunderstood? And Been a b*tch to for no apparent reason? And looked down on? Or thought you were better than? When they see this they're going to look at it and laugh! Phuck out of here! Khadijah need to heal her own heart!!!! But than my new boo CONFIDENCE came speeding through in her drop top Ferrari and knocked that heifer FEAR down!!!! "Khadijah you are NOT perfect and in your past you had some ways about you hunni. (Some just for Gods sake we should all want to forget!) BUT you identified those ways, worked your tail off to find out what caused you to be that person and afterwards made it your business to CHANGE! You realized that the pain you were holding on to was only hurting YOU. Now that you've released it you are not only a DIFFERENT person but a better one! You have to keep in mind that no matter how HARD you work to change there will ALWAYS be some people who are comfortable hating and being enemies with you because of the old you. ACCEPT THAT. You've HEALED more hearts than hurt them! Be proud of that and continue on with your journey...THIS IS GODS CALLING ON YOUR LIFE, TIME TO STOP RUNNING AND ANSWER HIM!