.....I FEEL GOOD. Today I did what I PROMISED myself I would and I PUSHED myself beyond my limits. For the last 29yrs I've lived in FEAR! Fear that becoming GREAT would be too much for me.....Why????? When thats exactly what GOD wants me to be? Nothing that has occurred in my life happened by accident. All of the LOVE, PAIN, FEAR, HEARTACHE, DEATH, LOSS, FIGHTS, DISAPPOINTMENTS, AND TEARS HAVE PLACED ME WHERE I AM TODAY AND I AM DAMN PROUD!!!!!!!!! I remember somebody telling me they couldn't be who they are had it not been for me and the things I've said and done to and with them. Those moments are what I live for!!!!!!!!! When I leave this Earth and people get the opportunity to speak about me, I want them to say I BROUGHT THE BEST OUT IN THEM....Everyday I strive to bring the BEST out in myself. I AM NOT PERFECT...I detach when I've been hurt.....I'm clingy when I LOVE.....I'm EMOTIONAL and because of that I keep my guards up! Atleast once a week I NEED to let out a GOOD cry, I've grown dependent on my weave....And a host of other ish I could name BUT the bottom line is I've ACCEPTED who I am and the parts that I haven't, I'm working on changing! *I LOVE ME*