Up early self assessing....It's July which represents we're halfway through the year. I set some goals in the beginning of the year that I'll be damned if I don't see them through. SCHOOL is DEFINITELY on my list of "to do's" I think I finished last semester very good, I enjoyed it and the experience was very much needed. I just need to improve my study habits and work on my time management. WORK...There has to be some improvements made in this area as well. I NEED to become more organized, more focused and more consistent. This is how I get my bread and butter and this is what I love to do, I can't let anything jeopardize that. WORKING OUT/GYM Everything about this is MENTAL and I KNOW that! My body CAN handle it it's just about wrapping my mind around the concept that NO it's not always going to be comfortable, YES I will be pushed beyond my limits and it will NOT happen overnight but if I keep at it...IT WILL HAPPEN! EATING CLEAN from what I hear is 80% of the battle! If I don't change that than I'm setting myself up for a losing battle. The problem is I'm a "Creature Of Habit" so I like to stick with what I know! But I have to keep reminding myself that I'm trying to divorce what I know/my old reality and create and entirely new one. RESPONSIBILITIES....I am 32 and a half years old. I am NOT a baby anymore! THIS IS MY LIFE....I KNOW exactly what I WANT it's just a matter of working towards achieving those goals. As an adult BILLS NEED TO BE PAID ON TIME, MONEY NEEDS TO BE MANAGED PROPERLY (keyword: properly NOT perfectly) and THINGS NEED TO BE DONE IN ORDER OF PRIORITY NOT LUXURY!!!!! In order for me to work on any of these things I have to pray over them. I speak to God on an hourly basis. He's aware of my fears, struggles and wants. He places things in my hands and in my heart for me to strive for, I just have to work on the fear of not just wanting but having all that God has in store for me. But like the old saying says....Knowing is just half the battle and from all of the things I just shared, I'm well aware!